Connections: From fear/power to love. Moving from aggressive/toxic masculinity.

From fear to love.

From fear-based hunger for power to love.

From competition to co-operation.

From judgement to fundamental, universal respect.

From aggression to gentleness.

From distressed nervous systems to calm, free nervous systems.

As thoughts-feelings about the ever-continuous move from fear to love kept happening, I came across these connections:

  1.  The Divine Feminine and the Power to Change the World
    “But something much deeper is going on. Masculine behavior has run its course as the model for power. The arms race, world wars, civil conflicts, and an insane buildup of atomic bombs symbolize masculine aggression reaching some kind of apex that is also a dead end. The urge to fight and to turn competitors into enemies, nations into armed fortresses, and everyone into winners and losers won’t save a planet that needs emergency medicine.

    We find ourselves in a drastic state of imbalance because one entire half of the human psyche, the feminine, has been suppressed, violated, or ignored. The human mind isn’t a chaotic morass.”

  2.  I Don’t Want to Be the Strong Female Lead

    “I thought back to the films I watched and stories I read burrowed deep in the stacks of the library. I began to see something deeper and more insidious behind all those images of dead and dying women.

    When we kill women in our stories, we aren’t just annihilating female gendered bodies. We are annihilating the feminine as a force wherever it resides — in women, in men, of the natural world. Because what we really mean when we say we want strong female leads is: “Give me a man but in the body of a woman I still want to see naked.”


    It’s difficult for us to imagine femininity itself — empathy, vulnerability, listening — as strong. When I look at the world our stories have helped us envision and then erect, these are the very qualities that have been vanquished in favor of an overwrought masculinity.


I don’t believe the feminine is sublime and the masculine is horrifying. I believe both are valuable, essential, powerful. But we have maligned one, venerated the other, and fallen into exaggerated performances of both that cause harm to all. How do we restore balance? Or how do we evolve beyond the limitations that binaries like feminine/masculine present in the first place?”

Economics where Love is Viable

Economics in which

kindness is not ‘loss-making’
fundamental respect is never a ‘cost’
judgement is discouraged
value of something will not be measured on just ‘convenient’ methods
definitions are considered ‘work-in-progress’ until they work nourishing-ly and sustainably for all, and not just sweet deals for some.
living based on compassion and kindness is not a ‘cost’ that works against you (same as the 1st bullet above)

Economics that reflect, […] Continue Reading…

A cross-over from Fear to Love

I feel that there is a passing-over or crossing-over happening, from fear to love. I sense this in a wide, big picture, global scale. In a humankind scale. It is possible that it’s all in my head. But almost all of us are anyways going about the world based on things in our heads. I might as well stick with what I sense/choose to believe/feel – a crossing-over […] Continue Reading…

Some helpful CPTSD Resources

1. Jessica Lowe –

2. Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving: A Guide and Map for Recovering from Childhood Trauma – Pete Walker – Book

Discovered the term “Emotional Flashbacks” from this book. Names have been useful to me, to ‘make sense’ of thoughts and feelings.

Emotional Flashbacks are a key element of CPTSD. Due to the lack of awareness about it, emotional flashbacks are often mistaken for character faults, […] Continue Reading…